Peter Panda <3

lovelovelovelove<3

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 04:59:27 GMT

So there's this boy, right? And he totally has my heart =]

He makes me sound like a fucking girl, but I don't even care, because I love him so much. He's amazing.

To the majority of you, he's Matt Good, the guitarist in From First To Last... to me, he's everything.

You. are. amazing.

You have no idea how incredibly happy you make me... there's no way to put it into words. I feel like for once in my life, I've done something right.

I love going to bed at night, because I get to fall asleep in your arms, and I love waking up in the morning because I get to see your beautiful face. I want to spend every minute of every day with you, because when we're together, I can't stop smiling.

You're the only one who does that to me. The only one who ever has.

It's like a high. A really awesome high, and I never, ever want it to go away.

I love you. Forever =]

And I apologize for the whole lovesick thing I have going on. It's probably sort of annoying.

Wait, nevermind, I DON'T. This is my motherfucking journal and I'll write what I want =]

Wow.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 17:35:12 GMT

I'm sort of in shock. Things like this never work out for me. They never work out for me.

But more than that, I'm just happy. And really excited that I've got this chance with him.

What? I'm allowed to... gush... a little XD

Besides, he is. You know you're jealous.

It's been a while, yeah?

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 15:24:28 GMT

Hello everyone.

I'm currently in LA, keeping Matt company while he finishes up editing FFTL's new album. We're having fun. He's a great guy, I love spending time with him =]

Saw Lauri the other day. That was fun too =P

Um, really nothing interesting to report other than that.

Let's hang out when I get back?

Bored and Lonelyyyy =/

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 21:35:46 GMT

Valentines Day sucks, especially when you have to spend it alone. Even my friends have all suddenly disappeared.

Someone talk to me, please. I won't bite unless you ask me to, I promise =P